Bookfair? Fair enough?

My first impression : Welcome to the ocean of people.

Bought a few exercise books and references. Move away people, a top student is coming through.

Amin.

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Futurama

This is how I plan my future. Err, this coming days or maybe weeks. Or even months.

1. Run away as far as possible from him
2. Get over him
3. Live happily ever after.

By the way, this is a confession, just shut up and listen.

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Bye bye plane

Lots of story needed to be tell.

How funny to see my dad 'terlajak'. For some reason, our car was hidden by a not so small and not so huge car. And my mom gone hide by our car and left my dad walking alone. At first, my sis and I thought that my dad want to look at the houses. I begin to giggle when my dad turn around and burst into a big laugh. My dad said "Patutlah, rasa macam jauh je park kereta rupanya kat sini." Haha.

Then, we gone to Kak Badariah's house and AHHHH! Rayyann! Looking cute as ever. Feeling bored, I done some channel surfing. Mtv of course. Ada Rob :D Oh, [V] Tunes plays some good musics too. My hands keep on trying to reach for the guitar on the corner of the hall. But I guess that shy was overwhelming me.

Later, went to my favourite place next to umm, Madame Tussauds, Carboot Sale, Nottingham, MPH, Borders, Kinokuniya. Yeah, KLIA it is. And so, the drama begins. Such a chaos and confusion and lots of calling. Fuhh. Farewell Rayyann. Nanti mesti dah boleh jalan dengan cakap kan bila kita berjumpa lagi. Now, I'm staying with my sis and brother. Hmmm.

Before we go home, we stay for a while and Kak Bada's. Watched GLEE for the first time. I know, pathetic ait. Then, a teensy bit of American Idol before we hit the road. And dang it, I missed Earth Hour for the second time. Boo!

Listening to Red.fm and it's good. Mmm.

Dear Rayyann, one day, maybe 10 to 15 years from now, when you see this photo, you're going to blush and be mad at the photographer for showing off this photo but I'm sorry, I can't help it. You're to cute and tembam.

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Wake up, here we go.

Ahhh, rainy days. And boy, the winds are very fierce today. Rawwr. Haha!

Oh my, have you watch the new The Last Airbender trailer? Geez, tak sabar nak tengok, rasanya. My oh-so-sizzling-hot Zuko is not so sizzling anymore. I mean, why Dev Patel?

Nevermind, I guess I just need to give him a chance. You better act good mister. Yeah, I almost cry when I found out who's playing Zuko. No offense but dude, I'm shocked!

22nd July 2010, a date to remember!

Umm, this news is kind of new. I'm a new Nottingham Forest fan. Go NFFC. Wait, I'm still new so don't give a big sh** of it, ok?

Next, I may think I'm over him but I guess I'm not . . . 100% over him. By the time I stare at him, curse you. Sorry, but yeah, curse you. I mean him. Curse him.

American Idol, tonight *tinyhighpitchscreams*. Awesome. At last, something good around the corner. Exam, bummer! Ibu leaving this Saturday, oh bummer -I think. The oh-I-thought-I-was-over-him-now problem, another bummer. Life *sigh* And Rayyann is about to leave dear Malaysia. Bummed bummed bummed!

Mmm, enjoying Simple Song by Miley Cyrus. I can't get the song out of my head for one whole day and been singing it since morning. Next on the playlist, Us and Hero by Regina Spektor. Oh, and Boss Of Me by They Might Be Giants. I don't know why but suddenly I miss this song. How cute was Frankie Muniz, BAM! Don't forget I'll Be There For You by The Rembrandts. Hoho, have you heard Eric Dill's version of No Surprise? He's my new old guy. Haha, sort of. *wink*

I've been watching F.R.I.E.N.D.S Season 8 again and again. The casts are awesome. They are fery funny and hilarious. And the quotes are . . . Here's one, no a few from 'The One With The Rumor'. With Brad Pitt as Will. I mean, he's gorgeous.

Will : It's no fat, no sugar, it's not dairy. It's no good. Throw it out.

Will : Me and Ross -pointing at Ross
Ross : No need to point, she knows who Ross is.

Will : We started a rumor
Rachel : What rumor?
Ross : Uh ekk
Phoebe : Oh come on Will just take off your shirt and tell us.

Chandler : I'm sorry. When you're in high school you made up with a 50 years old woman?
Ross : Hey! She didn't look 50.
Chandler : Did she looks 60?
Rachel : Oh, here's a picture of her in the yearbook actually. Look.
Phoebe : Wow!
Ross : She didn't photograph well.

Haha! I repeat, gorgeous.

Dear Zuko, I love you. Even though you may not be real but you are super smexy.

By the way, the rain has stopped.

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Abstract enough? I think not. Life is, right?
Random much, maybe.

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Thank you for making my wallet heavier with coins. Lot's of 'em.

Oh yeah, it's raining cats and dogs accompany by some husky thunder and I'm watching a documentary about snakes. And life just . . . speechless?

Honey, I'm a mess right now. Don't get too close because it's contagious, I think.

Sorry, I'm scared with how the thunder roars and the lightning flashes light.

I'll post many stuff, later 0]

A week without Facebook, *phew* I've survived.
And I'm smiling :S

P/S : I think I'm over him. Oh please, do. One thing for sure, it's not you si-kening-tebal *smirk*

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A paint of smile with a hint of laughter.

There's a mango stuck in my mouth and it's delicious. Haha. Well, not so juicy and dry and not so sweet and sour and it's delicious. I can say today is quite awesome. 4 out of 5 I guess.

My parents are home so goodbye freedom. Hope to see you again later. Hope to see you soon more like it. I believe that they're going to Dubai by the end of this month so, Woo! Haha. Rayyann cannot stay at one place. She keeps rolling around and rolls and rolls and rolls and whoa, please stop. Haha. I love you. In this post, I'm pretty sure that you'll find my 'Haha.' are annoying.

Started from this morning, I woke up pretty early than I thought it would be. Ok, not really that early but pretty impressive for someone who's on holiday. And who stayed up late. I'll tell about it later. Then, watch High School Musical 2. Too bad I cannot scream and shout along since there's a sing-a-long with the fluhnoyying subtitles. Then, it's pretty plain actually but I can stay smile all day. Except for the list of homeworks awaiting. Later, ironed my for-a-week school uniform and dude, believe it or not I'm sweating. The iron is hot, psst.

Oh yeah, when I checked my phone this morning, there's a message from Umai. What a . . . weird thing, sort of. It written :

"Afieqah!! Afieqah delete facebook account ke?"

Haha, I was laughing. Ingat juga ya Umai. And I thought nobody wouldn't notice my disappearance *touched*.

Now, I'm walking front back side to side wondering how in the hell am I going to get 15 article from akhbar Berita Harian. Boo! Somebody save me.

Last night was superb. At last, I ate proper food since emm, Monday? Haha. Hey, that kerabu udang is nice and sizzling hot. We should try it once again. Than, I missed the first hour of American Idol. Then, I watched 8tv Quickie. Seeing what's next made me want to scream. You see,

Now showing : 8tv Quickie. Next : Streets of Hollywood. Later : Taking 5.

I can't believe they're showing Taking 5. And it was 12.45 a.m. Who cares. It's Taking 5. Remember my old post about it? Haha. No? Too bad. Click here. So, I stayed up until 1.45. They split it into two parts so *phew* thank goodness. I don't really need to stay up too late. So tonight, the stay-up-late-for-Taking-5 mission to be continue. Muahahaha.

Oh yeah, I've finished reading Tangled Up In You. Aww, the ending is cute. And now, I'm reading The Trouble With Valentine's Day by Rachel Gibson too. Wow!

Thanks guys for reading this half-crap.
P/S : I'm giving up with my guitar dreams. My fingers aren't long enough. So, haha. Next time.

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1, 2, 3 . . . 8?

I hear guitar strumming. Wooooo!!!!

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Tumblr

I re-read my old Tumblr and tears begins to blur my vision. If only I can turn back time.

If only I can replay every moment of it. The sweet feeling of deja vu.

P/S : I create a new one . . . and it's blank :O

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Heck yeah, I'm bored.

And here's what happened :

And that's a fact *wink*


It's got a point here.


Aww,


This person or a pig or a cow is a genius.

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You don't need to slap me

I have a HUGE poster of Remember Me and I'm HAPPY. I have a-little plain but FREAKIN' HOT keychain of Remember Me and I'm HAPPY. I'm literally screaming and dying and fainting and someone, please don't wake me up from this dream.

And oh big sis dear, you stilll OWE me a Remember Me movie for crying out loud!

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Boredom strikes, OUCH!

Such a random photo of my MySpace profile.

Yeah, I'm alone and unorganised. It's pretty freaky to have someone around me right now.

Things, and by things I mean life didn't work out pretty well. Heck I need a mate. Gasping for love and dying of loneliness. Had a movie marathons but nahh, I don't feel anything. Ok, why am I sounding so emo-ish. Not good.

This holiday may not be da' bomb. But I have to admit it is a bomb. It's killing most of us. With homeworks and studies and non-stop lectures by our parents -thank goodness my parents are not around for this few days- Dude, I'm bored. I repeat, I'm bored. Oh for your information, I haven't finished any of my homeworks. Not a good song to be listened right now ; Time is Running Out by Muse. I love that song but it just makes me want to cry and it stabs my heart with regrets. Maybe it is the perfect song to get my ass move.

Currently reading : Tangled Up In You by Rachel Gibson

Trust me, my heartbeat is not stable when I read it. Nice job.

P/S: I AM bored!

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Besok kita dah mula cuti kan, mesti nanti aku rindu kau.

Peribahasa of the day : Dengar guruh di langit, air di tempayan dicurahkan.

Why is there suddenly a peribahasa? There's something that I can relate to the peribahasa. I'll tell about it later.

P/S : While I'm writing this post, I am STILL wearing my school uniform.

I just love how today flows. It began with suspense, followed by hurried, then luck but ended up like a fairytale. Almost fairytale actually. Like any other school day, it was cramping with homeworks and chores etc. But say no more marker pens, whiteboards or teachers for nine days. Ooh, our teacher are sneaky and nice. They cannot stop giving. Wait, they cannot stop giving us homework. So the word nice, needed to be reconsider.

How can I forgets to scream this word out loud? Happy-o Holidays. But hey, you! Happy LOL-idays. Boo!

Lots of things coming ahead, besides the homework of course. Movies, novels, sleepovers and perhaps, guitar? Haha, I'm literally screaming right now. (Actually, she is not. Her expression is blank but she's trying to 'klentong' other people) Now, back to the future. No sorry, today.

I had a long heart-to-heart talk with Amira. Then everything went upside down. I asked for her help to help me to forget him. She said NO! I was like "why?". Then she starts a calculation. She estimate that 60% of me wanted to say yes and the rest is no. Then it changed to 65% and bla... bla... bla.. Amira, you're not helping. You just make things worst.

I stay a oh-so-called little late at school. I send a little note to Izyan ; "Balik ni jom beli ice-blended." I know, I haven't spend some quality time with her lately. To my surprised, she wait for me. Not really that surprised lah. Then we walk and chit chat and walk some more and ah, the "back gate". Did you remember about the previous incident? Today, it's a bit different. As I was walking with Izyan and Atiqah, we we're blocked. Suddenly, I cannot think of anything. Terus menggelabah. "Kenapa semua macam tengah block ni kan?" Thank you Afiq, akhirnya you gerak jugak an. I walk for about two steps than stop. There's a skinny twig that's about to hit me right on the face. Hah! And here comes my habit ; making faces. Weird faces. And he laughed. *Grr*

Then, we got our ice-blended and make a long round turn back to school's front gate. Met Amira who was left, by her van again. We we're like a non-stop talking machine. And oh Izyan, I'm touched, again :) It is another 'the' day. I just wish it could last longer.


Yeah, I've watched the Eclipse trailer and I'm craving for more. I'm turning jelly-like. Too bad, the new Victoria's hair is we-ee-ird. *shivers*

My parents are about to take Rayyann home tonight. Hip hip, HOORAY!

Yeah, we were sitting and talking and talking and sharing. But bigger.

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Prof. Dr. Afieqah : I can see it

I missed to post a post about my first post on my second blog. Get it? I'm talking about this :

Overdose Of Guilt, once known as sighed.

By the way, it was supposed to be post yesterday. Happy 1 year anniversary. Wee!

And now *echo* now now now, we're back *echo* back back back, to life *echo* life li- STOP IT!

First of all, I woke up at 5.30 a.m. today. Like any other day, I set my phone alarm at 5 a.m. And thanks to 'snooze' button, I snoozed! And here comes my mother acting as my lifesaver. And thanks to her, I made it to school on time *phew* I have a question : why do they even invented the 'snooze' button on the first place?

Life continues. I reached school by 6.30 a.m. I think. Look, I'm a very discipline girl. Punctual! Haha. "Marry me." The road never been this clear before and wow, I should do this more often. Yeah right. Haha. "Talk is cheap". Among the first pupil to be in school : ME! Then, here comes he, he, her, her, he, he, them, her and I lost track. You guys must be wondering, why do I have to wake up a 'little' early today. Oh that, I just want to know the early-risers feelings. No! We have this Smart Study Seminar. 11 of us. Including *coughhimcough*

Vroom. Ok, let's skip the registration part etc. Someone cannot stop staring at some group of boys. Other school's boys. Haha. There are some cute one and hottie but the others are ok. I mean, he is right in front of me. Isn't that distraction enough? *thump* The seminar, overall, it was goo-ood! I didn't get bored but I did get wet! Yes, wet! I can't believe that Dr. Shukri (the penceramah) brought a water gun. His way to keep us stay F-O-C-U-S. And wet!

I really enjoy myself. But got a little time to share something with girl next chair. She asked me why I like him. "Do you really wanna know?" She nodded, of course. So I wrote, XOXO, **per***. She didn't get it. Then she complaint, "I'm not Conan." For your information, I'm the type of girl who prefer giving clues than saying it straight to the point or out loud. Later, she asked him, and the boy has give her the 'answer' but she, apparently, still hasn't got it. Hahaha. *phew*

Tomorrow, the day after tomorrow and the day later is the day that I've been waiting for. School holiday. I hope I can borrow Nik's guitar and learn a few songs. And trust me, I've been daydreaming.

Even last night, I have this dream. Ok, tiba-tiba lari dari topik an. I can't classify whether it's a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare. I got a message from him. Not really a message but sort of a clip-art. It has his favourite letters. No way I'm gonna say it. I hope it was real but what can I do? It is still a dream. Because I know, I don't even have his number and so does he, I think. But today, I was like this close on having his phone number. Hesitating on asking for his number, I ask myself. For what asking for his number? Nothing except for giving him clues that I'm trying to seduce him. Right?

P/S: For those who can't find my Facebook account, yeah I got something for you. I deactivated my Facebook account. Don't worry, it's temporary :D Somehow, deep inside me, I feel so . . . proud.

Confessions #365 : OK, so I do have a feeling for him. Happy?

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Shoo-shoo-shoo-shoo-shoo-shoo

I envy those people who knows too much. No, I mean who knows too many words and their english are goo-oo-ood. I really mean goo-oo-ood!

I stayed at Atiqah's house until 6.15 p.m. due to transport difficulty. Of course I have to use the 'back' gate. And I can't run away from someone. Haha. I just walk pass the ice-cream man although I know that I've been craving for one. Then,

Haziq: 'Afieqah, bila kau balik ikut belakang?'
Afieqah: -to Khatijah- 'Bila eh?'
Khatijah: 'Hari ni ah.'
Afieqah: 'Bukan besok ke?'
*then walks away ignoring Haziq*
Haziq: Afieqah kejam!

Wait a minute, where have I heard that before? *snaps* Izyan! One of her favourite word. Haha. Ok, firstly, I am not kejam. Usually I'm too lazy shy to hang around boys. And second, boy oh boy, I found so many similarities between two people. A-W-K-W-A-R-D! Hoho.

Like any other time when I'm at Atiqah's places, I turned into a monkey literally. The never-ending laughter filled party begins and no way it's gonna stop. Ooh, ooh, the good part is coming . . . NOW!

I watched Yes Man on HBO! Then I watched Yes Man on HBO HD. Next, I watched (500) Days of Summer. Later, I watched the starting of the film all over again because the songs are good. Especially Us - Regina Spektor. I am so gonna buy the soundtrack :) And then we watched FAME! Seriously, almost five hours non-stop of Zooey Deschanel. I just simply love her.

Zooey DeschannelAwwwwSo cute

Overall, it's a cute romantic film *thumbs up* :D

Before I go home, I borrowed 4 DVDs. Actually, I wanna borrow more but, next time okie?

1. (500) Days of Summer
2. Monsters VS. Aliens
3. Dr. Seuss Horton Hears A Who
4. The Chronicles of Narnia 2

P/S: I missed 82nd Academy Awards 2010. I know, what the *tuut*
P/S/S: I'm in love with Use Somebody -Kings of Leon lately

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Lovin the person I'm lovin, of course.

I almost wanna shoot myself when I can't open the tomato puree for my spaghetti

*yikes*

Why won't they let me forget him? Why do they ask me to go for him?
*thinking*

Ok, so, I'm titsy bitsy jealous. It's normal right?
*thumpthump*

I can't wait to meet my fellows tomorrow. But no way I'm gonna smile when the teachers are thinking about giving us homeworks. I know that holiday is coming, and a long one too. My heart cannot stop screaming and it's almost explode. Knowing that Amira is in Muar for this weekend, I missed my kampung. Dad! Can we stay at kampung for a few days? Haha, and thanks to Amira, I missed Haziq too. That's weird right. Plus, I missed Rayyann. I don't care if someone ask me to do a long list of who/what I missed the most. I missed the sweet scent of ocean breeze, tingly scent of oak tree, Nottingham, Fatin, guitar etc. Why am I totally addicted to guitar lately? I mean, last night I opened this sites and begin to dream :

• http://www.guitartutee.com/
• http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/

Somebody care enough to let me borrow your guitar? See, no shame. Maybe I should ask Kak Hidayah to buy me a guitar if they even sell it super cheap at carboot sale. That's what I call a bargain!

I guess, I really need to go now. I should now return to my study desk bed and get ready to yawn. See y'all later, suckers.

aww, rindu kampung :)

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*wink*

I can't stop smiling. Smiling super wide ♥

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It's green, beautiful. Wonderful, isn't it?
Location : Girl Guides HQ, Brickfields, KL

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A big ulser on my lips, another Ouch!

No more log books hanging between earth and sky *phew*

The sweeett taste of freedom. I never feel this free since the first day of school. Wait, I still got gazillions of chores but at least, no more log books, for now.

I can say, today was 50% chaos and 50% hyper. And at last, we -I don't really need to list the name of all of us- got our All-Round Cords award. I can't believe that I'm saying this but, my uniform looks cooler than before. Can't wait too show off. But it still makes me look Fat! Boo! Geez, and I'm sure that I'm hyper. Super hyper today. That's what I get when I hang out too much around them. Trust me.

Yesterday, I just blew off everything. I shouldn't have said no to Izyan's cupcake. Wait, if you give something to someone, the owner status will pass along with the stuff right? So, it's the "birthday boy's" cupcake. That just give me more reason to say 'nevermind'.

Izyan, sorry :(

That very evening, Amira has gone to Muar. Ok, it's not really necessary. So, we have a little chit chat and messages each other. XOXO, gossip time. We had a few interesting topic :

• The cupcake incident
• The budak 'itu'

P/S : the secret has been revealed. Ahh, it feels so good . . . and embarrassing. But it just doesn't feel right. I need to talk face to face. With Amira. And Izyan. I really need to hear about everything. Monday, monday, tick tock, tick tock.

This post is boring right? Yeah, I'm sleepy *yawn* and smelly.

It's cool, ain't it? There's more to come, I wish.

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